I want to thank everyone for their kind words towards my last journal entry but unfortunately, things have gotten worse for me… my friend who I was writing about died due to his cancer and I have been really upset about that but that is not the only thing that has happened to me in the past month.
Near Thanksgiving, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. The doctors are treating it aggressively even though it is in the early stages. The doctors also decided to do genetic testing to see how much at risk I am. So far it does not look good. In the past, one of my aunts died of breast cancer and my other aunt had breast and ovarian cancer at the same time, luckily she survived. I am really worried about my mother but I know she will get through this.
Today, my father was admitted to the hospital. He was having trouble breathing, was very weak and was having chest pains. I immediately thought that he was having a heart attack (which would have been his third) but after some tests they found out that his right leg was riddled with blood clots and that one of those clots had broken free and went to his lung. He is now in the critical unit at hospital in Ohio. I am really scared about this because I am a huge daddy’s girl and I am afraid I am going to lose him.
I am trying to work through all of this though and I have been spending a lot of time on my college work (Yes, I went back and I am getting all A’s in my classes) and spending a lot of time on my projects. I am hoping that by the middle of March, everything will be back online for people to read. For those who are interested here is the list of the sites:
Vivid-Dreams :: The central hub for my Domains/Sites
Broken :: My Personal Site
Forever Alone :: My Poetry Site
BurningHalo :: My Novel-in-Progress Site
Souls Journey :: My Mom’s Novel-in-Progress Site
ElementalEyes :: My Comic that I work on with Tonyohoho
AngelicSin :: An Original Dark Fantasy Story
BrokenDesires :: My hub for stories yet to be finished
StarCrusade :: My Otaku Senshi Story
UndyingTruth :: My Final Fantasy VII Story
Everything is getting a new layout and new features and most of the sites will have new chapters up as well as more pictures in the galleries. I want to apologize to everyone who follows one of my stories for disappearing randomly but this past year has been pure hell on me.
Thank you for taking the time out to read this journal and I hope to be back with a better update soon.