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I need some help...

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 13, 2014, 6:18 PM

Hey everyone…

I have been getting some notes lately about where I have been and why I have not been commenting on artwork and other things… To say it bluntly, cancer has struck someone that I love more than anything on this earth; more than my stories and more than myself. This is a very trying time because the cancer is very advanced and the outlook is very grim. If he dies, I am really not sure what I am going to do… or if I am going to be strong enough not to do something stupid.

I am trying my hardest to stay strong but it is really difficult… just imagine that you have something you love, something you hold more precious than your own existence and then have someone tell you that the thing you hold more dear than anything else, is dying. I know that other people have experienced this and have survived but I do not think I am that strong… I have never been a strong person even though I portray myself as being strong.

This is not a goodbye letter, so please do not read it like that, but I could really use some friends to help me through this. My parents, my brother, and my sister-in-law have been supporting me but what I really need is some peer support… So any kind words that you may have for me, please, I beg you… I need them now more than ever…

Thank you…


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IrinaFestner94 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you for Added to my devWatch! Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] 
kura-ou Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I'm not sure if you're still in need of an otome game artist but if my skill level and style are up to par, I'll always be here ^^
Morghiesart Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014  Student Traditional Artist

Hey there! Just to let you know, I've moved to :iconpurplezombietigress:, so if you'd like to continue following my work, that's where I'll be! Hope to see you there :)

o-Enide-o Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014
Hi^^ I've seen you're looking for commission, check my journal, something could intereste you
shizen1102 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Student Digital Artist
thank you so much for the watch ^^~ 
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